Instead I'm just crazy, I'm fucked in the head~

Oh I wish I had a boyfriend
I wish I had A loving man in my life
I wish I had a father
And maybe then I woulda turned out right
But now I'm just crazy I'm totally mad
Yeah I'm just crazy I'm fucked in the head
And maybe if I really tried with all of my heart
Then I could make a brand new start in love with you

Oh I wish I had a sun tan
I wish I had a pizza and a bottle of wine
I whish I had a beach house
Then we could make a big fire every night
Instead I'm just crazy I'm
Totally mad
Yeah I'm just crazy I'm fucked in the head

And maybe if I really tried with all of my heart
Then I could make a brand new start in love with you